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The Secret Mind Cover-Up Character: DAY 115

September 20, 2012 in Anna's Journey to Life

Who and What is the Secret Mind? What is the Character that Covers the Secret Mind Up with Lies and Morality to Let the Secret Mind Roam in the Shadows?

This is in continuation to:

Discussions as the Battle between Good and Evil: DAY 114

Oops, You Missed a Spot! DAY 112

Bad Cop vs. Pure Evil: DAY 111

Staff Sargent F.E.A.R Thomsen: DAY 110

Wrestling Imaginary Alligators of the Mind: DAY 109

Becoming a Person of Integrity: DAY 102

When and as I see that I am seeing/perceiving/experiencing/reacting towards a conflict in my external environment – meaning in others or in my relationship to/with others, I stop. I breathe and I bring myself back here to myself in and as my physical body in and as self-integrity.

Because I see, realize and understand that when I in fact see a conflict in my external reality in common sense self-honesty, equality and oneness, there is no reaction and I stand equal and one with what I see within and as myself within and as understanding the process of creation through which I have manifested the particular conflict and accordingly I am able to direct it effectively – because it is no different to directing myself and as I’ve equalized myself in/as the point of conflict, I also understand how to direct the conflict in aligning/re-aligning to what is best for all. Within this – I see, realize and understand that whenever I am reacting towards a conflict that I see/perceive/experience in/as my external environment – that I am no longer seeing what is here in fact, but am projecting a conflict within and as myself onto my external reality and thus that the conflict that I am seeing as external, is in fact showing me a conflict within and as me that I have separated myself from/into/as and thus I see, realize and understand that I require stopping myself from reacting and instead bring the point of conflict back to myself so that I can equalize myself with/as the point conflict and through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application take self-responsibility for the conflict that I have manifested and created within and as me and that I have separated myself from/into/as and projected onto a separate external reflection of myself so that I may release the conflict and resolve the conflict in a way that is best for all where I stand one and equal to/with/as the point of conflict and direct myself accordingly to change.

I commit myself to stop externalizing my inner conflicts and I commit myself to take responsibility within and as myself for having separated myself from my inner conflicts and through this have projected my inner conflicts onto an externalized reflection of myself and through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application bring the point of conflict back to myself and accordingly direct myself in common sense self-honesty to release and let go of the conflict and equalize the origin point of the conflict within/as me to what is best for all.

I commit myself to stop externalizing myself through separating myself from myself, where I would see my external environment through my own mind and thus as a reflection of my own self-separation – and I commit myself to do that, through identifying and making myself aware of when and as I am seeing/perceiving/experiencing/defining what is here as more-than this physical reality and to accordingly bring this back to myself so that I can take responsibility for that of and as myself that I’ve separated into and as an externalized reality.

An example of this can be how we, when being ‘in a bad mood’ of for example feeling depressed, it will look like the entire world is depressed, rain will appear ‘sad’, everything suddenly looks grey and often we will interpret it as such that it is this external ‘sad’ reality that is causing our experience of depression and sadness when in fact it is the exact reverse. Similarly to how one, when one is ‘in love’ will suddenly see the world as more colorful or glowing – which is no different. So the point is to identify these ‘filters’ that we lay upon the physical reality which is actually a really cool tool to identify how we’ve separated ourselves from ourselves, because each filter is telling us something about ourselves – and is not in fact a representation and reflection of the actual physical reality.

When and as I see, that I am accepting and allowing myself to participate within and as an experience of feeling/thinking/believing/experiencing/blaming something/someone in/as my external reality for how I experience myself, as though they are the creator of and thus responsible for how I experience myself – I stop. I breathe and I bring myself back here to myself in and as my physical body in and as self-integrity.

I see, realize and understand that blaming another for how I experience myself is a deliberate application of self-manipulation that I have used to abdicate self-responsibility for myself and for myself as the creator of myself and the experiences that I accept and allow within and as me. I see, realize and understand that it is through this projection-of-responsibility character, that I am directly responsible for and the creator of religions where people hold an idea of a god/devil responsible for who they are – and as such disenfranchise their own ability to change their situation through which they justify the continuation of their existence in and as abuse and powerlessness

I commit myself to stop all blame within and as myself and I commit myself to stop and let go of the belief that another can in any way be responsible for what I experience within and as myself and as such I commit myself to give myself back the power to change myself through giving myself back the responsibility and authority for who I am and thus for changing who I am to a being that is best for all

When and as I see that I am accepting and allowing myself to participate within and as a judgment/blame/resentment/experience/perception/belief/definition/acceptance of another as being untrustworthy through which I experience myself as morally superior and thus as trustworthy in comparison to another – I stop. I breathe and I bring myself back here to myself in and my physical body in and as self-integrity

Because I see, realize and understand that I have separated myself from my own untrustworthiness (for example) and through this have created an additional personality/character/entity of ‘looking down upon’ myself as superior to myself that I have thus projected outside myself onto my relationship with another – that in fact is reflecting my polarized relationship with myself, in and through which I am in fact deceiving and diluting myself to believe that I am morally superior to another that I see as morally inferior so as to abdicate my own self-responsibility for myself as being untrustworthy

I commit myself to stop and let go of the morally superior character and I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, bring to the surface of my awareness here, to deconstruct and expose to myself in self-honesty all the character that I have invented and placed myself in/as through which I have created internal conflict and friction within and as placing myself in/through/as my mind in oppositional characters of polarity where one will be the dominant but hidden/secret character where the other will be the visible/public character that is inferior from the perspective of me not actually accepting myself as it, but only use it to cover-up the secret character and as such create a self-relationship/self-definition/self-image where the public character is the dominant/superior as that is one I participate within and validate through/as/within my conscious mind and through which I deliberately suppress/hide the secret character through judging/fearing/being ashamed of it and such through which I accept and allow myself to remain enslaved to/as this character by allowing myself to exist in/as it in secrecy as an undercurrent that I have made myself deliberately unaware of

When and as I see that I am accepting and allowing myself to step into the morally superior character towards myself through which I judge myself and ‘look down upon’ a part/aspect/point of participation of/as myself that I in/as this character see as inferior/a threat/bad/a monster/must be suppressed – I stop. I breathe and I bring myself back here to myself in and as my physical body in and as self-integrity.

I see, realize and understand that the only purpose of the morally superior character is in fact to hide and cover-up a secret character of immorality – in/as deliberate self-interest so as to be able to continue existing in/as this character of self-interest through justifying it by placing a moral superiority upon myself so that “At least I feel bad about what I have done/who I am” and through deliberately keeping it secret through suppression through judgment/shame and as such separate myself into two oppositional characters that exist interdependently

I commit myself to stop all judgments of myself and all reactions towards myself through which I suppress myself

I commit myself to stop hiding the characters that I have accepted as ‘who I really am’ within and as my ‘real’ motivation for participation/being/living in a specific way that I know is within a starting-point of self-interest and abuse and that I thus have hidden from myself deliberately and feared deliberately – so that I could continue existing in/as it in secrecy in the belief that I could thus avoid the consequences of and what I accept and allow myself to be/exist as and as such avoid taking self-responsibility for who I accept myself as

I see, realize and understand that there is absolutely no avoiding or escaping the consequences of whom and what I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become/exist as and that it is only through separating myself from myself as the whole of existence and deliberately make some ‘parts’ of and as myself – such as other human beings, animals or the entire earth pay and suffer and face the consequences in my name

I see, realize and understand that I have made myself deliberately oblivious to the consequences of who and what I accept and allow myself to be/exist as where I have no clue whatsoever what the consequences in fact are of my every move, word, thought and deed and that it is specifically because I have been born into a society with the most money and into a stable system through which I have been able to hide the consequences from myself and as such deceive myself into believing that whatever happens on the other side of the world – or even in the apartment next to mine, is not my responsibility or creation. And as such – I see, realize and understand that I have deliberately accepted and allowed myself to create consequences of utmost abuse, suffering and pain for billions of beings on this earth – beings as animals that are left to rot or kept in secret facilities while humans conduct experiments on them or breed them in horrendous conditions for profit – all the while I have been living my life and have taken my ability to buy cheap products and products that are ‘tested’ to not make me sick – without ever considering how that is made possible or what the consequences are and how I am in fact creating those consequences through who and what I accept and allow myself to be.

I commit myself to face the consequences of who and what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become and exist as, directly and I commit myself to develop the ability and self-honesty and equality required for me to in fact see in absolute detail and specificity the exact consequences of my every action, word, thought and deed, so that I may enable myself to assess whether a point of participation is best for all or not

I commit myself to show that who and what we each accept ourselves as, both within ourselves and in our participation in this reality, is the creating the total sum of consequences as well as the individual consequences manifested in/on/as this earth – even when we don’t see it, admit it or are aware of it – and that there is NO running away from who we are within and as the consequences we are manifesting: either we keep creating consequences which will only create more suffering or we stop take responsibility through getting to know ourselves and understand how we are in fact creating this world and as such commit ourselves to change – no matter what, we WILL face and walk through the consequences

When and as I see, that I am accepting and allowing myself to participate within and as an experience of fear towards a part of and as myself that I see emerging in a moment either within myself or as reflected in another and I immediately want to suppress/hide myself as that part of myself – I stop. I breathe and I bring myself back to myself here in and as my physical body in and as self-integrity.

(To be continued)

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The Secret Mind Cover Up Character: DAY 115

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Fear of making mistakes – Self-Forgiveness and Realizations

April 7, 2012 in Anna's Process Blog

In this Self-Forgiveness I walk through the point of the fear of making a mistake and the fear I have experienced in being corrected/directed by another when having made a mistake. Through walking this writing, I realized a secret mind point of seeing what it exactly was I feared making a mistake – which in fact was in reverse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create, manifest and go into and as an experience of anxiety and nervousness when a point is being directed towards me in which I am directed to correct myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my reaction of nervousness and anxiety of being directed by another to change/correct myself on memories of having been yelled at and corrected in perceiving myself as having done something wrong

I forgive myself that I, when my grandmother yelled at me when I played with her radio after she had told me not to, accepted and allowed myself to create, manifest and go into an as an experience of shock, anxiety and nervousness and that I from that created an automated reaction, so that whenever another corrects me, I experience anxiety and nervousness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I have done something wrong

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear doing something wrong

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and accept myself as wrong when I perceive myself as having done something wrong in making a mistake

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that doing something wrong, means that I am wrong

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to allow myself to be directed/corrected by another, without accessing an experience of anxiety and nervousness

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that doing something wrong, does not mean that I, in my beingness am wrong

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into and as and create and manifest an energetic experience , when being corrected by another

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to correct others based on my belief that it is wrong to make mistakes and that making mistakes is wrong

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself and others when one makes a mistake

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is unacceptable to make a mistake

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I make a mistake and do something wrong that I will be rejected excluded and exposed

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am supposed to live and exist without making mistakes

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear having my self-image of being capable, responsible and good scattered through being exposed by another for/as/within making a mistake

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that every mistake can possibly be my last

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that all mistakes can possibly be the end of me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I make a mistake and if another exposes my mistake and corrects me, it means that I am not good enough, instead of seeing realizing and understanding that mistakes exist for me to correct myself and be grateful for the support of another in assisting me and supporting me to see where I have made a mistake so that I can simply correct myself accordingly

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that mistakes are not personal and as such not to be taken personally as that is seeing the mistake and myself in it in a separate relationship to and with myself as ego, where I from morality value and evaluate myself as either good or bad, right and wrong instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that mistakes are practical, physical events that are unaligned to what is best for all

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a mistake is a practical miss-take, where I have missed what was required to be done, because I was not effectively Here in seeing all points and what is best for all and that as such the making of mistakes is me assisting myself in seeing where I require to correct and align myself to what is best for al

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist submitted, subjected and enslaved to fear of making mistakes

I forgive myself that I, in having accepted and allowed myself to exist submitted, subjected and enslaved to fear of making mistakes, have believed that I could avoid making mistakes and as such avoid experiencing the fear and as such avoid the consequences of making mistakes as I fear to be rejected, excluded and exposed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can and must control myself so as to not make mistakes and prevent myself from making mistakes, when in fact what I attempt controlling is preventing myself from feeling the experience of fear of making mistake and the consequential judgment of myself when I do make a mistake

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can and must control others from making mistakes, in the belief and judgment that it is wrong, bad and unacceptable to make mistakes, when in fact what I have attempted to control is avoiding my own fear and judgment of making mistakes and the consequential judgment of myself when making mistakes

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself through, within and as fear of making mistakes, in not allowing myself to direct myself and deliberately not act to prevent myself from experiencing fear of making mistakes and the consequential judgment of myself when making a mistake

I forgive myself that I have created, manifested and participated in and as a belief and judgment that it is wrong, bad and unacceptable to make mistakes

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my fear of making mistakes and the subsequent experience of feeling bad on memories of my experience of myself in the past where I made a mistake and someone corrected me.

SELF-CORRECTION

Re-definition “Mistake”

Current allocation/understanding of the word mistake. I experience an instant energetic reaction to the word “mistake” – I experience it as a “jump” within me in and as an experience of anxiety, like “oh no”. I can see in my participation in my own mistakes and others that I largely experience that mistakes are “unacceptable” – obviously “unacceptable” in others because I have accepted it as “unacceptable” for me to make mistakes. I have defined a mistake as doing something wrong in a judgment of myself and in an energetic experience of anxiety when it is pointed out to me that I have made a mistake. I connect making a mistake to having done something wrong and being “caught”.

Dictionary definition:

mistake

n noun something which is not correct; an inaccuracy. Øan act or judgement that is misguided or wrong.

n verb (past mistook; past participle mistaken) be wrong about. Ø(mistake someone/thing for) wrongly identify someone or something as.

DERIVATIVES

mistakable (also mistakeable) adjective

mistakably (also mistakeably) adverb

ORIGIN

Middle English (as verb): from Old Norse mistaka ‘take in error’, probably influenced in sense by Old French mesprendre.

Sounding:

MISSED-TAKE

MY-STAKE

Realizations:

It is interesting that making a mistake can both be an action and a judgment call that is “misguided” and “wrong”. I can definitely also see that there within my relationship with the word mistake is an energetic reaction of judgment + anxiety towards the word “wrong” – so the “mistake” is the manifestation/exposure of the wrong. Thus there is an innate acceptance of myself as “wrong” and fearing to be exposed/caught as “wrong”. That is what is at “stake” – me being exposed as being “wrong” or “bad”. I experience myself in that context as waiting for that moment of making a mistake through which I will exposed – it is thus also why the experience of “getting caught” as in corrected by another is what scares me the most. So what it also means is that my trust and confidence in myself is unstable as I experience it can be exposed at any moment. I have experienced that being “good” and “right” is something unnatural for me that I strategically have learned and taught myself in order to function effectively in society – I have furthermore taken this point personally instead of seeing that there is no such thing as “right” and in believing there was and in not seeing myself as such, I have allowed myself to believe and accept myself as “wrong”. I have even perfected this to the point of being able to live most of the time in this self-constructed “rightness – LOL – I wrote “rightmess” - because that is what it is: the mess inside me of constantly having to fight myself to be “right” – learn the rules, play by the rules, do what others expect of me. I realize now that this is not personally and that many people must have experienced this in one way or another or at least recognizing the deliberate act of strategically molding oneself to fit in, while doing it based on a self-dishonesty. So it is my self-dishonesty I have feared being exposed within – because behind the self-dishonesty, is a being that has no moral. I am a being without moral – why? Because morality does not exist. Morality is a hoax. So – a missed-take is a moment where I did not effectively guard myself to act in secrecy as “who I really am” and thus risk getting caught and exposed. Another point is that there are also other types of mistakes, like knocking something down from a table. I have experienced the same reaction towards such a point, though here it is not about protecting my secret self, but about defining myself through judgment and morality as supposed to “move gracefully” for instance – and since spirituality and Desteni for example, supposed to move a certain way in the world that is not of harm for others and thus myself. So if I knock something off the table, I have acted carelessly and clumsy (and being in the mind) all of which is true. Because if I am here, constant, stable, considering all, I do not knock anything down. However – it is not a judgment point. So that is what I require purifying: the judgment and personal relationship towards making the mistake. What I can also see happens through this, is that I do not in fact see or correct the actual point, that I for example was participating in the mind and thus knocked a glass of the table – because all I am experiencing is judgment towards myself and fear as being exposed. This also mean that I have created an ideal-self and an expectation of myself to act in a certain way based on judgment, morality and ego. Ego in this case, is thus the “successful” manifestation of myself as a single personality that is able to function in society, be nice and caring and considering to others and that I have not wanted to let go of, because I have invested years in creating and perfecting this personality and because I fear losing my footing in society when/if I let it go. I “need” it – because without it, I am moral-less, a savage. So that is the “real me” that I have feared facing through the act of making a mistake and in the correction of others. So once again it is about survival, but it is about survival from the perspective of having to maintain a certain personality at all times that at any moment can crack and I will be exposed.

I redefine a “mistake” as a missed moment – within the consequential outflow as indicated in practical reality of a point being unaligned (the glass falling and breaking) through which I can see that I am mis-aligned and require re-aligning myself. Mistakes happen – yet I am responsible for the mistake. It is acceptable to make a mistake, because that moment/point was already unaligned which is why the mistake happen. What is thus not acceptable is to not correct/direct the mistake.

A mistake is the manifested consequence of a missed moment – In making a mistake I give myself the gift of seeing that a point within and as me is unaligned and the opportunity to correct and align myself to what is best for all.

Mistakes are manifested when I act or make a judgment call without taking all and everything into consideration. Through the manifestation of the mistake, I can thus bring the point back to myself and see what specific point I did not take into consideration and as such which point I separated myself from, within and as.

I realize that it is impossible to not make mistakes and that if I cannot accept the fact that mistakes are made, by myself or others, I cannot effectively direct myself to see what the background for the mistake is and thus correct it. By judging myself for making mistakes, I am allowing myself to continue to make mistakes because I am pushing myself, as the mistake away, saying “I want nothing to do with you.” – While in fact the mistake is a signal to myself that a point requires my immediate attention, because the mistake is a manifested consequence of a point being unaligned.

When and as I see that I have made a mistake, I stop, I breathe. I accept the fact that I have made the mistake and I look at the point the mistake is indicating that is unaligned – where I have not considered all and everything in that moment.

Tags: Desteni, Desteni 2012, Destonians, Ego, Equal Money System, Evil people, Fear of making a mistake, Keeping secrets, psychology, Secret Mind, self realizations
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2012 – The Dark Side of Reality is in your Mind

January 29, 2012 in World Exposed Blog

In this blog series I am writing about the Dark Side of 2012, showing and exposing the trends and events of 2012 as indicative for who, what and where we as humanity are living within and as, as the dark sides, the secret sides of all the things we usually see as perfectly normal, yet which with an investigation reveals a side of humanity that is not pretty, progressive or evolved and that more than often show that the word ‘humane’ is a synonym for abuse and inequality and not for a benevolent advanced race.

If you have been reading the last Dark Side of 2012 blog I wrote called The Dark Side of the Bright Side of Life, you know that I was exposing how images that we as humans see as funny and cute, actually reveal a thwarted vision with which we are viewing our world, where we can even make abuse and suffering look as though it is cute and funny. If you have not yet read it, I suggest reading it before continuing with this blog as I will use it as a background reference.

In this blog I am revealing yet another of such points, yet this time the image is more explicit within its theme and within how it directly serves as a ‘snapshot’ of the rawness and brutality that is a part of humanity, yet which has been thwarted into an ‘innocent’ and funny image and as such revealing a collective deception that has emerged in the separation of and from ourselves here as life.

The image depicts a woman sucking on a dildo attached to a cake. Behind her a child aged somewhere between 4-6 years old displays an expression of shock. This image was again posted on Facebook as yet another “funny picture” but upon further investigation it is clear that it is not.

In the video I created to this blog called The Dark Side of a Dildo I talk about the point of sexuality and what the picture thus is a snapshot of in relation to sexuality and how sexuality is perceived as ‘empowering’ and ‘liberating’ for women as well as men, when in fact what it symbolizes is the utmost enslavement, separation and limitation within how the pinnacle of sexual expression is depicted as the ‘cumshot’ or ‘moneyshot’, (the expression used in porn for male ejaculation), or as here the woman sucking the man’s penis. For reference in relation to the points of sexuality I will be discussing here, I therefore refer to this video. The video interview What is Sex – Overview is also FREE to download to expand one’s understanding of what sex has been created as and for in this world and reality.

In this blog, I will focus on the point of how this image is seen as ‘innocent’ and ‘funny’ and I will show the Dark Side that is actually hiding behind such ‘neutralization’ and ‘normalization’ of something that is in its nature abusive and brutal.
When I looked for the image on Google, I found it on a forum, where comments had been placed. These comments reveal exactly how such a picture is seen in relation to how sexuality is presented and shows the disconnect with which we as humans see such an image. The following comments are real. I have altered nothing but the layout.

cOckwarmer: excuse me I wanted to eat that
akingu: SEE little Rosa? This is what you’ll be doing to your daddy when you’re 4!
crackerkiller5: mommy?
Anonymous: …wtf
Hughbie: wtf? And there is a black donger as well? And more kids? WTF?
Anonymous: lol its the kids birthday
Anonymous: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE…?
Moose: I am genuine confuse.
chrisy: she should see a doctor about that tongue
Anonymous: OMG WTF
Anonymous: parenting win!!!
Anonymous: im in awe and pure fuckin amazement
Terrorist Hunter: Holy Shit! WTF? Whole new meaning to “Blow out the Candles?”
Anonymous: those crazy mexicans….
KoKoKoB8: this is shopped, south of the border niggers cant afford cake.
Anonymous: ^^ I LOLd
akingu: as Uncle Joe hid beneath the table, wondering how his joke would turn out, better than he thought was the conclusion…
sunseterat: look see i can be very witty and suck a dick. wow never seen that b4
Anonymous: I don’t doubt your ability to suck a dick… I have yet to see you ever be witty though
Anonymous: whore training… if you do it right you get some cake.
andy39eck: pedo shit this is
O.C. 69er!: Stupid Fuckin Beaners!
mantore: this is the family trade hun
Anonymous: this is really fucked up
Anonymous: lol @ blow out the candles
poopalotacus: HAPPY STINKY DA MAYO!
tania95: Good mom.. The right way for teach the facts of life to her daugh *LOL*
Squirrely1: Now copy what mommy does…You will win a puppy… )))
Anonymous: This is phonogram…
Anonymous: suck it
Anonymous: wow, talk about teaching them young. lol
SMF: Meanwhile, in Europe….
Anonymous: hey mom, you doing it wrong
Anonymous: Does anyone know why??
Anonymous: the chocolate one is coming… the look on that girls face is priceless. “MUM! You are embarassing me in front of my friends”

5 of these comments are directly racist, 8 are directly joking about and positively referring to sexual abuse of children and incest, 9 comments are displaying shock or disgust, 4 comments suggest that this is simply funny, 3 comments are looking at the image from the perspective of the child, yet in a joking manner and only 1 comment is asking the question “why?”
So if we for a moment do an experiment where we take these comments as a poll on how humanity is placing itself, it is clear that there is a majority of people who do not see anything remotely wrong with such a picture and who in fact laugh, make jokes and even suggestions as to the child being sexual, as akingu that says SEE little Rosa? This is what you’ll be doing to your daddy when you’re 4!

This is a comment made on a public website, available directly through Google and this comment is suggesting openly (yet under a fake profile name) that this child will be exposed to oral sex with her father. Both tania95 and Squirrely1 suggests that this is a mother learning her child how to give oral sex. Tania95 says: Good mom.. The right way for teach the facts of life to her daugh *LOL*And Squirrely1says: Now copy what mommy does…You will win a puppy… ))) Mantore suggests with his comment that this is the family trade hun and as such implied within the words that the mother is a prostitute. Anonymous does also not hide how he sees this image and directly calls it whore training… referring to the child that if you do it right you get some cake.

As we can see here the association with sexual abuse of children is directly expressed as a joke, that if we were to ask these people why they have posted these comments, would properly say that “it’s just a joke.” – But at the same time there is no such thing as just a joke. These images and associations that are made here are coming directly from within and as these people’s minds and it is impulsed by a system that sees porn as “harmless and innocent fun” yet which celebrates the violence, degradation and abuse that comes with it. This is not only in actual pornographic movies, but also in music videos advertisements, computers and movies that are displayed publically and that is approved by politicians and public society alike.

A certain hardness (no pun intended) has engulfed us, where being hard in the double sense of the word is seen as ‘progressive’, ‘modern’ and ‘liberated’, yet which Dark Side – the one that people only share with themselves in the secret of their own mind or online where there is no prosecution or consequences – is brutal and directly violent in its nature.
What we can see here is a total disconnect from physical reality and what actually exists here, within how such an image is on one hand displayed as “innocent fun” yet at the same time clearly being associated positively with violence and abuse against children and women.

The same can be seen within the racist comments where Anonymous calls the women and children on the picture those crazy mexicans… and where KoKoKoB8 refers to the image as being shopped, south of the border niggers cant afford cake.O.C. 69er! Goes as far as calling the woman and children Stupid Fuckin Beaners!

What is interesting about these comments is that they supposedly through their racist remarks shows a dismay towards the image, yet their comments stand in complete agreement with the view in porn where people that are not white, are most often displayed directly in racist scenes and are paid the least amount of money in the industry, here specifically black and Mexican women.

Thus the comments stand in a point of self-deception to oppose the exact viewpoint that they represent, not to mention that the majority of the porn produced is produced in San Fernando Valley in California in the United States. An image such as this one is exactly not indicative of specifically Mexican or non-American culture, but in fact the American culture that not only in porn, but also through the mainstream media promulgates the abuse of women and children through hiding the abuse behind and within entertainment, such as for example seen within the television program Toddlers and Tiaras.

Several commenters expresses shock or discontent primarily through the “Wtf!” , but none of these takes their shock and discontent t to any form of discussion of what is actually implied within such an image or bring the point to a public debate or exposure. Instead their comment is posted as a form of separation from the image they are seeing as if saying “let me get the hell away from this, I got nothing to do with this” instead of actually bringing the point back to self in and as self-responsibility. I have shared more on this point in the previous blog post on this point.

Only one single commenter asks: “Why?” - Why is there a women sucking on a dildo stuck in a cake and why is there a small child watching her? This shows how little we as humans actually question our reality and the images we are exposed to on a daily basis and it shows how we can exist in parallel universes within our very own minds, where one part is the “light” public personality where we say “it was just a joke” and “porn is just harmless fun”, where the other part actually gets hard thinking about child abuse and racism.

One major issue within this point is exactly this separation of our actual inner realities from the physical reality – the inner reality that is getting free reign online, because we don’t have to stand accountable for our words – our words that are also actions, within how we live those very words, by becoming them within expressing ourselves in and as them and thus validating them as real and acceptable.

And we can see these inner realities directly reflected in the world through how porn is more and more being seen and promoted as “fun” through reality shows and recording artists promoting porn actresses, yet where the amount of rapes, sex trafficking and domestic violence is simultaneously and rapidly increasing.

The policies are on the other hand not changing and neither is the common public opinion, here shown as an extreme example, yet valid none the less as it serves as a snapshot to show a part of humanity that rather stay in the darkness. Yet this darkness is being kept neatly tugged away by the very system that is supposed to protect us from harm, abuse and inequality.
As much as people do not have to stand accountable for their actions as words online, neither do we stand accountable in fact for the consequences of our words and actions within how they are directly creating and manifested a reality of disconnection, of brutality, of abuse and inequality.

The people behind these comments can make these comments freely because they exist within and as a system, where no one is accountable or responsible for what is here – or for whom we are here. Politicians are corrupt and everyone knows it, corporations exploit and abuse workers in the poor countries and we know it, oil companies are buying land and sea access and are destroying the local environment and we know it, billions of animals are being brutally produced, kept and slaughtered for human consumption, we know – and we gladly eat it.

And we gladly eat this image that teaches a child that how to be a women is to go down on a man until he ejaculates and that a man is nothing more than his penis and we twist and turn it to fit our inner imaginary reality where everything looks even more dark than what the picture in fact displays, of a low race of humans that is no good for anything than fucking or a child and a mother that is also no good for anything than fucking.

The acceptance and allowance behind these comments – including the fact that no one does anything about it, is exactly why thousands of children are trafficked as sex workers every year and why whole areas in India, Thailand and other places are dedicated to the selling and purchasing of sex with children. It happens in the darkness that is impoverished countries, and within how Western men travel outside their polished lives to commit these crimes in broad daylight.

It is about time that we address these secret realities and start standing accountable for their creation and what they create and manifest within and as our physical realities.

We got to start with asking why and how such an image comes about and what it says about us as a whole of humanity, because if we do not bring these points up to the surface from the depths of the secret mind, they will accumulate and they will dictate our world and our reality as well as ourselves.

Each of us has to expose our own inner darkness – darkness as the traditional sense of “evil” within a deliberate pleasure in abuse and suffering of others and darkness as the deliberateness of keeping certain parts of ourselves secret, to not have to face the consequences of our lived actions.

No matter what we participate in, in our world and our reality, we create what is here collectively. We simply have to looking in self-honesty at what it actually is that goes on inside us and “who” we really are, within these parts that we’ve kept secret, even from ourselves, to understand that what is manifested in the world of brutality and abuse is directly reflecting and created by what each of us have allowed ourselves to exist within and as.

Dare to expose the Darkness of the secret of the mind – and do not let the Light be the Lie with which we hide from ourselves, in the belief that our inner realities are “just for fun” – when the reality they manifest is clearly not.

Investigate Desteni – where we dare to expose and speak about the secrets of the mind in equal self-responsibility. Participate in unveiling the world as self and begin the process of stopping and standing up from, within and as the secret reality of the mind that believes it to be free from consequence and that has free reign on our direct command. Learn how to face yourself in self-honesty and how to through self-forgiveness stand up and purify yourself within taking self-responsibility for who and what you have allowed yourself to be and become.

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