Entertainment (PART 3) = IT-ENDS-IN-THE-MEN: DAY 12

April 28, 2012 in Anna's Journey to Life

Breaking the Fake World by The Pirate Fox 1024x785 Entertainment (PART 3) = IT ENDS IN THE MEN: DAY 12Here I walk the 3. and last part of my writing about entertainment and how entertainment exists as a veil through which those with money cover their eyes

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I forgive myself that I, as humanity have accepted and allowed myself to exist collectively in self-enslavement to entertainment as a form of terror upon ourselves as life

I forgive myself that I, as humanity have accepted and allowed myself to terrorize myself through preoccupying myself in entertainment, while actually disregarding what is going on, on earth in its entirety and in fact abuse life through my participation in entertainment as it is exactly the purpose of entertainment to keep me ignorant and numbed down

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend an obscene amount of money on entertainment in all forms, where consumerism itself has become a form of entertainment that I have allowed to totally and entirely engulf my life and my participation here on earth, where I work to survive, only so that I can purchase entertainment with which I can avoid facing myself here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to care more about being entertained in the definition of being “amused” than about Life, the earth, the animals, other humans or even myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see it as perfectly legitimate that billions are spent every day on entertainment alone and that I have disregarded and refused to invest in making life dignified for all life.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to be self-honest about what entertainment actually is and how it is created and how I have affected the world, as all by and through my participation in and acceptance of entertainment as “normal” – while in fact it is an addiction to creating imaginary realities in and through my mind to keep myself from facing and seeing what in fact is here and who I am here

I forgive myself that I, as all of humanity, have accepted and allowed myself to use and utilize entertainment to pretend to live out a “perfect” reality through movies and shopping and clubbing and doing drugs, where everything for a moment seems “alright” and “perfect” and “good”, while in fact this very manifestation is creating extensive consequences for all life.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that what I have perceived as an “innocent pastime” where I partake in various forms of entertainment, is actually a very specific installation of enslavement that is promulgating abuse and deception.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to realize that I, within the definition of entertainment as a “pastime” have accepted and allowed myself to give myself a “pas”, as passivity, as letting the world pass by, as granting myself as “pass” from facing what is here

I commit myself to not use entertainment in any way or form to suppress myself or to avoid facing myself in self-honesty or to avoid facing what is here as this world

I commit myself to expose and reveal all ways in which entertainment has been used to deliberately cover up what is here as this world and on this earth and create an imaginary reality wherein those who have money can hide and pretend that all is fine in the world

I commit myself to share the message until all hears and sees how we collectively have held ourselves in a grip of self-enslavement and how we have used entertainment as a veil we have placed in front of our eyes to not realize who we are and what we have accepted and allowed

I commit myself to change how we have seen and used and abused entertainment – and finally bring actual self-enjoyment back to life, back to earth and back to ourselves in finding ways to express ourselves that does not compromise what is best or all life

I commit myself to stop entertaining myself in my mind, where I am seeking constant and continuous stimuli so to not have to face myself and what is here as this world.

I commit myself to re-define entertainment to a form of expression and enjoyment, that is not based on keeping ourselves enslaved to ignorance and disregard of what is best for all.

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“Live and Let Die”: DAY 8

April 22, 2012 in Anna's Journey to Life

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Today I have had a “live and let die” day and realization – I started when I woke up and allowed myself to participate in a mind-possession. The specific point I was experiencing was a lot of thoughts, back chat and experiences in relation to my agreement with my partner that I had been accumulating for quite some days, believing that I had to come to a conclusion, yet finding myself unable to and thus “letting it go”.

In this I allowed myself to “take the day off” which in “my world” (of living automated mind-possession patterns) was watching movies and simply doing my daily tasks. I have recently walked a 21 days to freedom application of not watching TV series because I had allowed myself to become addicted to watching TV series and specifically use TV series as a point of suppression, where I would watch and watch and watch and allowed myself to become completely submerged within it as a “letting go of myself” so within allowing myself to watch movies in this starting-point I was allowing myself to do the same again.

What is interesting is that the strategy behind this is to “let go” but the actual application is exactly the opposite: suppression. And what suppression is is actually a holding on through procrastinating the point of facing oneself and in self-honesty brings the points one is facing back to oneself – and as such take self-responsibility for what one have accepted and allowed and as such change and align oneself to what is best for all.

Eventually I talked the point through which my partner, who assisted me to see that I was projecting. Some very cool points emerged that requires direction which I will be writing about in relation to money and control.

However, for this writing, I have decided to write about this point for my own sake – to walk through it in openness and not allow myself to “live and let die.” This was also why I decided to speak with my partner about the point I had been accumulating for quite some days – precisely through avoiding it and “letting it slide” – all based on the self-deceptive belief that by not bringing it up – in openness with myself or with my partner – “it will go away” and that this is the same as “letting it go.” – but what it actually is, is letting it “live” through not directing it – through letting it grow and stay in the secret mind.

When I finally decided to speak to my partner about it, my first decision was to be “diplomatic” – which actually meant “censoring” the information. Eventually I decided and directed myself to share everything directly, simply explain how I experienced myself, what I had thought, how I had allowed the point to accumulate and what I saw as the practical solution. In fact, when I have done this previously it has been very supportive and in doing so, I have allowed myself to “lay it all out” and within doing that, give myself the opportunity to face the point in having it cross-referenced by another and also simply in speaking it out and hear the words for myself as I speak, hear how my thoughts sound once they are articulated, which often leads to self-realizations of seeing that what I had accepted and allowed was delusional and deceptive.

The cross-reference can then be done in writing as well, which is the same as speaking with another about it, where one “lay out” the point in all detail – this was what I experienced, this is how I see I created it, this is how I see I can solve it and change myself. THAT is the beginning of letting go. Because we can only let go, if we actually face the point first and thus the actual letting go – is a self-directed decision in seeing all parts of a point and deciding to change one’s starting-point and change one’s living.

By not doing that – in the delusion that through suppression, one is letting go – one is in fact convulsively holding on to the point as a direct abdication of self-responsibility for oneself.

Live and let die has been given a positive definition of being relaxed and not taking things so seriously, but what is the person actually doing in the quote above? Procrastinating and suppressing through fear, manipulation and deception.

So the statement is actually false – by suppressing a point and by procrastinating the point of facing and directing oneself in self-honesty one is in fact not living – one is rather waiting to die and calling that living. “Live and let die” is not a statement of “easy living” because what one is in fact doing is building the point up continuously until one do in fact die or face oneself, through, as and within self-direction.

So this is the point I commit myself to walk – to live and let myself live through not allowing myself to suppress points. I commit myself to let go of the survival strategy of suppressing points as though I thereby are letting them go – when in fact I am holding onto to them.

I commit myself to not ” live and let die” as in letting points go – when in fact what I have done within that is to let them go on in abdicating self-responsibility.

I commit myself to push myself to direct myself to face myself immediately and to immediately correct myself, so that I can actually start living in letting myself live.

I commit myself to Live in letting that die which is not best for all through directing myself to face all points and parts of and as myself that I have separated myself into and as and as such walk the process of letting myself live.

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2012 – The CUTE and FUNNY Cloak of Self-Deception

January 23, 2012 in World Exposed Blog

Jesus F****** Christ – What is being said Here?

November 6, 2011 in Anna's Process Blog

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Take  look at this comment: What is this person actually saying?

Jesus fucking christ … what bullshit are they feeding your confused impressionable mind?! There is a reason why you are in the extreme minority with these fickle, delusional and unsubstantiated views. The quest for power by human beings will alwas corrupt any attempt to bring unity on an equal level purely because we are animals that fight to survive. This has been proven by history from the beginning of time billions of years ago. Be enlightened, not indoctrinated by one that seeks power. I do not want to receive this bullshit from you any longer. This is soo boring!

If we start with the first words; ”Jesus fucking christ” it is quite interesting – it would be cool if Jesus would ‘fuck’ Christ, as saying “till here – no further - enough is enough.” From the perspective of Jesus being the man and Christ the crucified martyr that died for our sins. Jesus spoke the words of self-forgiveness, of loving thy neighbor as thy self, while Christ stands as an unobtainable point of purity forever reminding us that we have sinned – (and thus able to justify why we continue sinning.)

The “extreme minority with these fickle, delusional and unsubstantiated views” that this person is taking about, is referring to Desteni, the Destonians and the points we share daily on Facebook, Youtube and other social networking sites. He asks: “what bullshit are they feeding your confused impressionable mind?!” What is interesting with this specific comment, is how it is on one hand entirely in reverse and on the other pointing directly back to the person themselves. HE is the one with a “con-fused confused impressionable mind.” and with ”fickle, delusional and unsubstantiated views”- How? Why?

Because the bullshit being fed in this World is not done by Desteni, but by the world-system itself, by us, ourselves, in and as the system – in a collective agreement that “everything is okay as it is.  And it is in reverse because that is how the system is set up to function – cleverly – so that the sane believe their insane and those that always lose, believe they can win one day.

So within this “fickle delusion“, this person believes that what Desteni is presenting as valid information is delusional, because that is how HE is programmed to function. And because he reacts and sees that there IS something within the words being spoken by the Destonians, he starts attacking and lashing out as to prove a point. Yet all he proves is his own pre-programming and acceptance of the system as valid.

Let’s take a closer look at the actual belief that is being promulgated here:

The quest for power by human beings will alwas corrupt any attempt to bring unity on an equal level purely because we are animals that fight to survive. This has been proven by history from the beginning of time billions of years ago.

This is a prime example of how every word we speak and write is specific – because it is true that the quest for power by humans have “corrupted any attempt to bring unity on an equal level”. However what this person is saying is not how it has been so as a statement of seeing what is here – instead he is making the statement that it will always be like this because it is who were are “purely because we are animals that fight to survive.”.

To substantiate his claim, he finishes off by saying that;  ”This has been proven by history from the beginning of time billions of years ago.” - So according to this statement, we are now forever fucked, there is nothing we can do about it (and what he does not say, which is the actual point in this statement, then it is okay to accept the way it is.)

Now – let’s bring this point back to common-sense self-honesty: The world will only continue to exist how it does as long as we allow it. So saying that this is how it will always be, is literally holding the world locked in existing based on the abuse of humans seeking power. It is similar as to how Christians justify abuse by saying that they can help it because they are sinners. Who decides? We do. By blaming it on nature, one is in fact deceiving self and everyone else as well as abdicating self-responsibility, as saying: “It wasn’t me – it was my instincts that did it.”

Now – that we are programmed only to survive is so in fact, and that we fight each other for it is also how we have been existing so far. But what this person is doing with these statements is specifically with the purpose of justifying the abuse that is here in order to allow it to continue. This is why his words are deceptive, confused, delusional and certainly unsubstantiated.

Alright – so that is the first statement behind his words that we clearly can deduct: justifying the world to exist as it is, where humans abuse in their pursuit of power.

Let’s look at the next statement:

 Be enlightened, not indoctrinated by one that seeks power. 

Here he switches perspective and the switch is in itself quite interesting. Because he goes from a – perhaps not conscious - defense of the capitalist system, where war, starvation and inequality is daily life for many human beings – to speaking about spirituality.

The “enlightenment” ironically comes from the period where science and knowledge had its golden age in Europe during the 170oo and where god was slowly denounced as the most important principle of life. Now a days it has been engulfed by the spiritual elite – those with money AND conscience in this world.

So when this person asks us to “be enlightened” and  ”not indoctrinated by one that seeks power”, yet in his self-deceptive statement from before, he clearly stood one and equal with exactly those that seek power, because after all – it is our “nature”. So what is he is not seeing is that the two goes hand in hand in the mutual and collective self-deception of the world that we all participate in as”Enlightenment”complimenting and outbalancing the “seeking of power”, yet both supporting the other in a constant flux that ensures that the system remains in check. Again – it is all about justification – either through using nature, animals and instinct as an excuse or through the excuse of enlightenment as elevation, superiority and purity.

The comment ends with the following statement, where the person again shifts perspective and here reveals a more “real” incentive than the previous ones :

I do not want to receive this bullshit from you any longer. This is soo boring!

The initial starting-point – as seen in these comments -is for this person writing this entire comment is fear. What he really wanted to say was “Get away from me!” in an experience of fear and resistance – yet within displaying exactly how deceptive, delusional and unsubstantiated we as humans exist, he came up with an entire rant to defend and justify his own fear.

He thus concludes his statement by retracting into a child-expression of defiance and actually ends up where he started – with his initial experience of fear – fear of losing himself. Fear of giving up that which he believes gives him power, meaning, substance.

Yet because the entire point was unsubstantiated -as it was based in the defense and justification of and as fear from, within and as the mind – all he did, was to circle himself around himself. If able to stand up within this in self-honesty, self has an opportunity to release self from an entire delusional and self-deceptive mind-construct, wherein self is existing as a slave to fear and where it is the mind that has power over self. And as such we come full circle.

At Desteni, we provide substantiated common sense support for ourselves, all that is willing to support themselves as we have supported ourselves equally. What we share is based on common sense self-honesty and self-realizations and within this we stand one and equal to, within and as what is here. As Destonians we walk a process of bringing ourselves back to an equilibrium with and as life, as who we are, through writing and taking self-responsibility. As Destonians, we stand for an Equal Money Systemto ensure that all life is valued equally and to never again justify the abuse of power, abuse and suffering, no matter the excuse.

Q and A – on “Why it is Impossible to be a Good person”

March 8, 2011 in World Exposed Blog

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The Question was posted as reply to this article in my column on the Sociology Journal

Q – from Sergey:

“What is the motivation to be good? Some people try to be seemed perfect just for kind of superiority feeling, some ones blindly follow the conducts of their authorities, whether parents or church, or neighborhood. It is evident that for such people to become better is really hard. But there is another reason of being good. Those who have dedicated their lives to something great, I mean great service for humanity, or sincere efforts to realize the Supreme; those people are becoming great very soon themselves. If being good is not an ultimate goal, but just a method for something greater, than it is not so impossible task and not a big issue either.”

A – My reply:

The motivation to be good is the fear of going to hell – the fear of being punished by god. And yes it is also about the polarity between superior and inferior, same as good and bad or good and evil. It is however not simply “some people” who Participate in these polarities, but literally all of us. Even though the immediate authorities seems to be parents, the church or even friends- the ultimate authority is us, existing as a ball been thrown (or essentially throwing ourselves) between and as these polarities, of and as the Mind. To desire to be superior, we must first accept ourselves as inferior – to desire to be good, we accept ourselves as bad. By promoting “positive thinking”, were are consequently creating hate and judgment – that is the nature of polarities, constantly balancing themselves out. So – those people “who have dedicated their lives to something great, I mean great service for humanity”, are Equally Responsible in the creation of the World as it currently exist – as we currently exist, in Suffering, Abuse and Self-Deception. Looking back in the history of mankind, no such person has EVER made any significant difference in this world. This is in Fact – the epitome of Self-Deception. That we require to “aspire” – “to Ascend”, which literally means accepting ourselves as less attempting to become more than who and what we actually are Here, as who and what we have Accepted and Allowed ourselves to Exist in and as – and the consequential result for such people: is that they end on their ass. To say that “those people are becoming great very soon themselves.” – Reveals a starting-point of hope as Self-Deception within believing in a force, outside separate from us as “the Supreme” – that magically will Change us, for us – instead of us taking Self-Responsibility and Change Ourselves. We do not require “great service for humanity” – Humanity as it currently exists, is rotten to the core. We require to Face Ourselves, as All that is Here, in Self-Honesty and Common Sense Realizations, that Everything that is Here – is Who we are and that the World only exist the way it does, because we exist the way we’ve Accepted and Allowed Ourselves to Exist. We Actually have to Change – in Fact, from, within and as the madness and mayhem that we have become.

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REALITY CHECK: On the Deception of “Good intentions”

January 17, 2011 in Equal Money Blog

“The foreigners love all these images of poor people to sell, to make Money” -

“We want justice for all those who live in tents, while the NGO’s make millions”

” We are telling the States and the NGO’s: You’ve made Money for one year – We’ve been in tents for one year – people have sent millions to help us, but nothing has been done” – “NGO’s can’t really develop or help develop the country – in Fact they make the country even poorer”

 REALITY CHECK: On the Deception of Good intentionsThis Clearly shows how there is no functioning International Community or Aid/charity organizations that are Actually Functioning – Still people in the West Justify the Abdication of Self-Responsibility through giving money to these organizations, without fully Investigating what they spend their Money on – Haiti is a small country that is easily accessible – With the Money donated, the entire country could have been re-build and instead they are now dying from cholera for no reason, while aid workers cash in – This should serve as a fucking Reality Check for All those that believe that “someone else” takes Care of it – That the governments and aid organizations know what they are doing and are the one’s Responsible for Assisting these people to rebuild a society that already was one of the world’s poorest and most politically unstable societies.

The root of the problem is the accepted Inequality and indifference of each western citizen towards the rest of the World – which is why Self-Responsibility for the Whole, as this World and ALL PEOPLE is the Solution to Stopping the Suffering and Abuse that is currently being Accepted – So what do we do?

At Desteni we suggest a Re-Education of Ourselves, wherein we Face the Brutal Fact that we have in deed been indifferent, even and when we have believed not to be, when we have believed ourselves to Care. We are doing this through the Desteni I Process, wherein we Support Ourselves and Each other to Start Living according to the Principle of what is Best for All, instead of Surviving within and from Self-Interest as Personality and Preference -

Through this we Start taking ACTive Self-Responsibility for and as this World – We Suggest to Create an Equal Money and Equality Politics System – where we at a Global Scale, Create a System that is Based on the Principle of What is Best For All on a Practicable, Livable Level based on the Simple Fact that Everyone has an Equal Right to Life – a System  based on each of us starting to take Self-Responsibility for and as This World.

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