I LOVE you because are Beautiful (Part 1): DAY 49

June 10, 2012 in Anna's Journey to Life

ye ye yee 011 946x1024 I LOVE you because are Beautiful (Part 1): DAY 49“Do I love you because you’re beautiful, or are you beautiful because I love you? Am I making believe I see in you, a woman too perfect to be really true? Do I want you because you’re wonderful, or are you wonderful because I want you? Are you the sweet invention of a lover’s dream, or are you really as beautiful as you seem?”

Oscar Hammerstein

“It is better to be beautiful than to be good, but it is better to be good than to be ugly.” – Oscar Wilde

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate love with beauty and in that have created a relationship between love and beauty where I experience the most love feelings towards that which I’ve defined and experienced as beautiful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create, manifest and participate within and as an experience of loving feeling, when I see something or someone that falls into the category of what I have defined as beautiful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to specifically create, manifest and participate within and as feelings of love towards other human beings whom I have seen and defined as beautiful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify for myself my experience of loving feelings specifically towards people that I have seen and defined as beautiful with and within and as a belief that beautiful people are somehow “blessed” by the divine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define, see, perceive and experience people that I have defined as beautiful as more lovable

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe, see, define and experience that beautiful people are more valuable and worthy of living and existing and thus more worthy of my love

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not even notice the people that I have defined, perceived, seen, judged and experienced as ugly because I have been so preoccupied with chasing after beautiful people and because I have defined and judged “ugly people” as completely worthless and thus not even valuing them as much as noticing they are there

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only define people that I have defined, perceived, experienced and judged as beautiful as living and interesting and worthy of my time while seeing the people that I have defined, perceived, experienced and judged as ugly, as not even alive or worth my time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be obsessed with beauty and beautiful people, experiencing a desire to consume and have and contain the people I see as beautiful and the nature I see as beautiful and the animals I see as beautiful to the point where I destroy it in my desire for it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I get a beautiful women as my partner, that my life will be perfect and that my value as a human being will increase and as such in me looking for a partner, I only look after beautiful women in perceiving that a woman who is not beautiful as pr. The standards and measurements that I within and as myself and within and as the world system have set, as not being valuable and thus not being able to increase my value as a human being through her beauty

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire only to have sex with a beautiful woman within and as having created, manifested and participated within and as a desire to consume and contain and have beauty

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize or understand that my desire to consume, contain and possess beauty is in fact a desire for myself that I have created, manifested and experienced within and as separation of and from myself – where I in fact desire myself as wholeness and perfection and innocence as that which I have projected onto that which I have defined, seen and experienced as beautiful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that beauty is not a real measurement of value in any way what so ever as beauty is based on arbitrary judgments based on images that in turn are based on an idea of ‘perfection’ as the simulation of myself as perfection ad life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize or understand that I, in my pursuit for perfection of myself in, of and as separation from myself – in and as beauty in fact have been consuming and destroying myself as life

341616 1872 37 I LOVE you because are Beautiful (Part 1): DAY 49I commit myself to expose all ideas and beliefs about the value of beauty that often is taken for granted by human beings as a given when in fact beauty is NOT the value of Life in any way whatsoever as it is a measurement of judgment in, of and as the mind and not an indication of value as life

I commit myself to stop submitting myself to the belief and idea that beauty holds value over and as life and that people who are defined within the measurements of beauty are defined and judged as valuable and worthy as life, where those that are defined within and as the measurements of ugliness are defined and judged as worthless and without value as life

I commit myself to stop the desire to be beautiful because I see and understand that I have no use for the desire to be beautiful, because the desire to be beautiful is actually a desire for myself in and as separation of and from myself and so I stop separating myself from myself as I walk through point by point and instead bring myself back here

(To be continued)

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