April 28, 2012 in Anna's Journey to Life
I forgive myself that I, as humanity have accepted and allowed myself to exist collectively in self-enslavement to entertainment as a form of terror upon ourselves as life
I forgive myself that I, as humanity have accepted and allowed myself to terrorize myself through preoccupying myself in entertainment, while actually disregarding what is going on, on earth in its entirety and in fact abuse life through my participation in entertainment as it is exactly the purpose of entertainment to keep me ignorant and numbed down
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend an obscene amount of money on entertainment in all forms, where consumerism itself has become a form of entertainment that I have allowed to totally and entirely engulf my life and my participation here on earth, where I work to survive, only so that I can purchase entertainment with which I can avoid facing myself here
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to care more about being entertained in the definition of being “amused” than about Life, the earth, the animals, other humans or even myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see it as perfectly legitimate that billions are spent every day on entertainment alone and that I have disregarded and refused to invest in making life dignified for all life.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to be self-honest about what entertainment actually is and how it is created and how I have affected the world, as all by and through my participation in and acceptance of entertainment as “normal” – while in fact it is an addiction to creating imaginary realities in and through my mind to keep myself from facing and seeing what in fact is here and who I am here
I forgive myself that I, as all of humanity, have accepted and allowed myself to use and utilize entertainment to pretend to live out a “perfect” reality through movies and shopping and clubbing and doing drugs, where everything for a moment seems “alright” and “perfect” and “good”, while in fact this very manifestation is creating extensive consequences for all life.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that what I have perceived as an “innocent pastime” where I partake in various forms of entertainment, is actually a very specific installation of enslavement that is promulgating abuse and deception.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to realize that I, within the definition of entertainment as a “pastime” have accepted and allowed myself to give myself a “pas”, as passivity, as letting the world pass by, as granting myself as “pass” from facing what is here
I commit myself to not use entertainment in any way or form to suppress myself or to avoid facing myself in self-honesty or to avoid facing what is here as this world
I commit myself to expose and reveal all ways in which entertainment has been used to deliberately cover up what is here as this world and on this earth and create an imaginary reality wherein those who have money can hide and pretend that all is fine in the world
I commit myself to share the message until all hears and sees how we collectively have held ourselves in a grip of self-enslavement and how we have used entertainment as a veil we have placed in front of our eyes to not realize who we are and what we have accepted and allowed
I commit myself to change how we have seen and used and abused entertainment – and finally bring actual self-enjoyment back to life, back to earth and back to ourselves in finding ways to express ourselves that does not compromise what is best or all life
I commit myself to stop entertaining myself in my mind, where I am seeking constant and continuous stimuli so to not have to face myself and what is here as this world.
I commit myself to re-define entertainment to a form of expression and enjoyment, that is not based on keeping ourselves enslaved to ignorance and disregard of what is best for all.
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