2012 – Birthing is an Equal and One Team-Work

February 21, 2012 in Anna's Process Blog

hp img 2012   Birthing is an Equal and One Team WorkI realize that a birth is a team-work. If the mother is not assisting and pushing and breathing effectively, the birth can get complicated. If the child does not prepare itself and place itself correctly and activate the birth at the right time it can be dangerous for itself and for the mother.

I am the mother of myself as the self-directive decision to stop, stand up and change and I am the child as that which is coming forth as an entirely new expression of and as myself that I don’t even know yet – as the birthing of myself as life from the physical.

3 points:

  • Birthing Life from the Physical
  • The word pertaining to this point that I require working with is “Real”
  • The word in relation to this is “Team Work”

Okay – so what I am seeing is that it is about me considering “birthing life from the physical from the perspective of the mind as self-interest/ego/personality – largely within fear; where the actuality of birthing life from the physical is not about “me” but about all that is here.

In relation to the word “Real”, I heard within me the expression “get real” – meaning that I require changing my starting-point from how I have seen birthing life from the physical from a starting-point of fear of not surviving to actually seeing that what we are doing with Desteni, IS birthing Life from the physical and that I am self-responsible for directing myself within and as it.

So while I have considered myself incapable of birthing life from the physical as myself, I have been doing it all along together with all the other Destonians.

Another prominent point I see, is that it pertains to jealousy where I have been looking at the point completely and entirely in separation from myself, within perceiving others effectiveness as a threat to my own and as a sign that I am not “going to make it”, instead of being grateful that they are “moving” for and as all of us.

This also has to do with letting go of the self as I have believed it to be as “me”.

What is the REALNESS, the Actuality of birthing Life from the physical? It is what we are doing together with Desteni, with the interdimensional beings and all the other creatures that are here. That is “the team” – all of existence together.

What this also creates is friction and conflict within myself, where I am exactly not working or standing as a team within and as myself.

For me to birth life from the physical it requires that I work as a team, where all the parts of myself that are able and capable of supporting, assisting and pushing these changes, do so instead of the parts of and as myself fighting against “each other” – perpetuating further separation.

Birthing life from the physical is real. It is what we are here to do. It is not about whether we will make it or who will or when – all that is irrelevant and preparing for a fall in self-deception as well as living as such in self-delusion. What does matter is that we do whatever it takes to get this done and to work out how it is practically done.

These tools I got: writing, self-forgiveness, breathing myself here, walking the agreement, supporting other beings, spreading the message and standing in the system.

These are the tasks at hand – the only tasks at hand and I got to make sure that I stand within and as myself as a team – a team in recognition that I am separate from the perspective of what I have accepted and allowed and therefore not living or walking as one, yet placing in a self-directed placement of support as “team-work”, where in the perceived separated parts of myself can “work together” to get this done – to actually birth life from the physical.

Birthing Life from the physical can never be separate from me. If I am not birthing myself as life from the physical in a self-honest self-direction, then I am supporting the lie, the abuse, the suffering to continue – and that is obviously unacceptable.

Therefore my notions of in-fear-priority are obviously self-deceptive and based on self-interest, which is actually a regard of self as more than life. Because here we are, with the opportunity to stand up, with all the support we ever needed – yet declining it. Is it a deliberate decision continuously made by deliberately communicating about it in and as past, future and present. (Thanks Atlanteans for assisting with that realization)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define “birthing life from the physical” within and as separation from myself as life, by defining “birthing life from the physical” in a relationship with myself as mind/ego/personality to and towards my perception of time/process/the world/existence

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself as birthing life from the physical within defining birthing life from the physical from within and as the mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define “birthing life from the physical” in a relationship with myself as mind/ego/personality to and towards my perception of time/process/the world/existence

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only consider birthing life from the physical in the context of myself as an individual person and thus as the mind/ego/personality in and of separation of and from myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define, perceive, accept and believe birthing life from the physical as the act of me ensuring my own survival

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only consider, look at and define birthing life from the physical from a starting-point of mind as ego and personality within and as fear of not surviving

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only consider, look at and define birthing life from the physical from a starting-point of fear of losing myself as I have come to accept myself in and as my very existence, thus entirely contradicting what birthing life from the physical is, as the giving up on myself as that which I have come to accept myself as, IS what birthing life from the physical starts with

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that birthing life from the physical is about me ascending, “becoming”, evolving and as such surviving, when in fact birthing life from the physical is the self-directed decision in self-honesty to stop the creation of myself as all and everything that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as, in and as separation from myself, so that I can bring all parts of myself back to myself and as such stand sound, whole and as one here, equal and one with and within all that is here as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself into believing that I am incapable and unable to birth myself as life from the physical and not realize that I within accepting and allowed myself to make that living statement of and as myself, have justified not changing myself for take self-responsibility for who and what I have allowed myself to be and become

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize, see and understand that birthing life from the physical is simply me taking self-responsibility for who, what and how I have accepted and allowed myself to create myself as and within, and within that direct myself to change in such a way that I end the separation that I have manifested and accumulated myself into and as

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe, define and accept birthing life from the physical as ascension, evolution and as such survival

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to superimpose myself as ego existing within fear of not surviving, of losing myself as that which I perceive to be myself as life, onto birthing life from the physical within how I have defined, seen, believed and accepted life from the physical in my mind

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that birthing life from the physical is real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and accept that how I define birthing life from the physical within and as my mind, is real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate birthing life from the physical from myself and thereby and within that separate myself from myself as well as accepting myself to continue existing in self-separation, deception and inequality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is possible to be separate from birthing life from the physical, instead of realizing that it is only within and as the self-accepted and created delusion of the mind that anything or anyone can be or is separate

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny myself to birth myself as life from the physical within and as believing and accepting that it is impossible for me to birth life from the physical, based on a starting-point of accepting myself as inferior to my idea of birthing myself as life from the physical

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that birthing life from the physical, is the self-directive decision to stand up and stop the mind in and as separation of and from myself here as life until it is done and all parts of me that I have separated myself into and as are here as me directly, whole and sound.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if I do not take the self-directed responsibility to birth myself as life from the physical, then I don’t exist, because all I have accepted myself as within that, is fear of loss, fear of not surviving, within and as the mind as ego in separation of and from myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with others for birthing life from the physical in the perception, belief and acceptance of defining birthing life from the physical within fear of loss and fear of not surviving

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as not responsible for birthing myself as life from the physical, within and as defining myself as incapable and unable to birth myself as life from the physical within seeing, defining, judging and experiencing myself as inferior and not good enough

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I have made a deliberate decision to not birth myself as life from the physical, because otherwise I simply would

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to create, manifest and believed that I have a choice or an option of whether or not to birth myself as life from the physical

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to opt out of birthing myself as life from the physical through the justification and excuse that I am not good enough to birth myself as life from the physical

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that birthing life from the physical comes from standing and walking within and as myself  as a team work between all parts of myself that I have separated myself into and as that have realized, accepted and understood that I am in fact birthing myself as life from the physical, to assist and support myself to stand up as life and assist and support those parts of and from myself that have not yet realized that I am birthing myself as life from the physical

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that birthing life from the physical is a teamwork between all of existence, as all the parts that I have separated myself into and as

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that it is all life, all of existence as all the parts that I have separated myself into and as that is birthing life from the physical and not me as an individual human being on a path to ascension or immortality and that it is as such that I birth myself as life from the physical, by walking-with and as all as one as equal as life, until it is done.

FBAR teamwork chi poster2 2012   Birthing is an Equal and One Team Work When and as I see that I am participating in thoughts of worry and fear towards birthing myself as life from the physical, I stop, I breathe.

When and as I see that I am participating in thoughts and backchat of and as jealousy, envy, comparison and competition in relation to birthing myself as life from the physical, I stop, I breathe.

I see, realize and understand that those that are walking-with and that are supporting themselves to stand-up are parts of myself that I have not yet stood one and equal with and as. I push myself to be grateful, humble and honoring in seeing that it is parts of myself that are standing up and not parts separate from me that I must fight against. I push myself to stand one and equal with all parts of and as myself and bring all points of separation back to myself.

I realize, see and understand that I am responsible for birthing life from the physical as myself through standing as a team within and as myself as the parts I have separated myself into and as so that I can assist and support myself to support altogether the parts of me that have not yet seen, realized or understood that I am as a whole birthing life from the physical through stopping self-separation – and that this team as myself is my own process as an individual human being within the application of writing, breathing, self-forgiving, re-scripting the living word, correcting my living application and supporting everyone else to do the same.  This team is also the team of people as Destonians that have seen, realized and understood this for and as themselves that are walking the exact same process.